Drunk out of my mind last night, I got all philosophical and started thinking...Why do I celebrate Turkey's victories in EURO? I was only born into being Turkish by luck and by chance. What difference am I from a Croat or a Kenyan? Race after all is made up. Its yet another tool humans use to create separatism. We always look for differences amongst each other rather than similarities. What if I was a Croatian? Then I'd be crying rather than celebrating. What separates me from a Croatian? the asnwer is NOTHING. nothing separates us. The fact that I was born into Turkish-ness and he was born into Croation-ness means nothing. It just luck. I couldve came into this world as a giraffe and never knew the difference between a Croat and a Turk. Doesnt it piss you guys off that we can only use so little of our full brain capacity.
What gave me the right last night to make fun of a Croatian classmate yelling "Hrvatska" at him lol. ok lets look at it from the surface. lets look at it from the point of view we've been brought up to look at it. The same point of view that our parents approved, that our teachers approved of. That very same point of view where you're black, white, mexican, turkish, croatian, swahili. Looking now: we see that I am Turkish and he is the Croatian. my team won. his lost. Since Im turkish i get to parade around for the next few hours pretending there are no problems in the world today and that Turkeys victory is of the utmost importance in the world right now. Yes im talking about the very same point of view that tells us "youre no good if you dont go to school and make lots of money and drive a nice car!" How many of you, be you Greek, Turkish, or Croatian(whatever those words even signify) really think you OWN money? NONE OF YOU OWN MONEY. That money owns you my friends. Youre addicted to money and dont even know. What would happen if the money in our pockets had 0 value tomorrow? How many people would commit suicide.
Fuck... im gonna stop. This is what happens when Im up at 3 am in the morning doing a final project. the last project ill ever do in high school. Im not even half done and im doing a half-ass job anyways.
Tomorrow Ill probably read this and think 'what the fuck was i thinking'
Im not even high right now!